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Sunday, June 28, 2009

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"Tolong jangan baca entry saya malam ini jika anda tidak mawu baca kerana entry saya malam ini cuma menyentuh tentang perasaan hati ini yang tak pernah tawu apa itu ketenangan."


Jika anda seorang yg tidak tawu memahami hati orang laen, lebih baek la tidak perlu teruskan membaca entry ini sampai kesudah. Ada faham?

Hmmm, bermula.

Saya rindukan Maisarah Mansor.

Sangat-sangat rindukan dia. Harap maklum, saya bukan lesbian! Mysara = rmate saya semasa saya sedang menuntut d UiTM Kedah. 5 sem bersama dia, makan sama2, tido sama2, gosip sama2, maen game sama2, pakai baju purple sama2, buat rambut dandan sama2, berkongsi bantal yang sama, indahnyaaaaaaa....

Paling saya hargai, saya boleh pinjam bahu dia tuk saya meluahkan perasaan, menangis bersama dia, dia sgt memahami saya. Dia kesat air mata saya, dia peluk erat saya, dia tepuk belakang saya, dia tenangkan saya. Terima kasih sayang.

Umur dia sebaya saya tetapi dia masuk UiTM lewat 1 sem dari saya, sbb dia masuk form 6 dlu. Terima kasih kerana saya d kurniakan rmate sebaik dia. Mysara byk menegur saya baek buruk, dia da mcm 'mak tiri' saya d kolej. Bagus, dgn adanya dia saya sedikit sebanyak berubah ke arah kebaikkan.

M3-02-07, banyak kenangan yang saya tinggalkan d sana.

Masa yang telah saya kongsi bersama Mysara dan juga Ecah, sahabat yang tidak pernah saya lupakan. Memori bersama mereka tidak akan pernah saya lupuskan dlm ingatan ini,

Malam ini, dari pukul 11 mlm td, saya cuba lelapkan mata. Gagal. Pandang ke kiri dan ke kanan, tiada sesiapa yang blh tenangkn saya mlm ini.

Mama sudah pasti lelap ketika ini d dlm kamarnya. Mama, kalau la mama boleh buat adik tidur malam neyh, pasti mimpi adik indah. Rindu zaman kanak-kanak ketika mama dan bapa masih bersama, mereka ada ketika saya sangat memerlukan sokongan, ketika saya jatuh, ketika saya inginkan perhatian.


Malam ini, semuanya sepi, gelap gelita. Adakah diri ini masih penting?

Rindukan juga teman-teman yang pernah ada dlm kamus hidup ini. Kalian da banyak membantu saya walaupun pada akhirnya ini kesudahnya.

Terima kasih teman~

Sunday, June 21, 2009

.Happy Father's Day.

*old picture*

Today of all the other 365 days of the year is fathers day, hopefully the sky will be clear today is the days children tell their daddy's they love them but i think thats stupid, i don't agree with them because if they had my daddy they are very lucky to have someone as lovely as him to have someone who's always there for you, from the beginning to the end and so i feel bad, because i couldn't ask for anyone better and i should tell him, i love you, what ever the weather but thank god for to day, because otherwise i wouldn't of said anything and then of course daddy would never know how much he means to me today I'll tell him i love him and that I'm sorry sorry i ever disappointed him, forgive me?

Happy Father's Day

xxxx i love you xxxx

Thursday, June 18, 2009

.KELIRU.

Haaiishh! Neyh masa depan neyh! Tapi aku still tatau na pilih yang mna satu?

Yang mana satu, idaman kalbu~
bla bla bla~

Uikkkss? tetiba masuk lagu P.Ramlee neyh apa kes? ngeee~

Cepat laaa, da con-P-us da neyh.
Kedua-duanya amatla kesukaanku! (adeeyhhh, apa pnya grammar neyh da tertungging!)

Tapi kalau korg kn korg pilih yg mna satu?

Yang mmg sememangnya ksukaan korg ke ataupn baru ja na mngenali hati budinya??

Ok ok ok!
Da ramai yg con-P-us da kt sini eyhh?
Ok, aku mudahkn sket ayat neyhh...

Mcmni.... Suma org tawu kn. Aku kn kipas-susah-mati Man Utd..
Tapi..... Sbb Ronaldo! ngeee~ Dlu minat gyla sama Beckham!
And now Cristiano Ronaldo da bhijrah ke Real Madrid. So cane neyh??

Boleyh x kalau aku na minat kedua-duanya skli? Boleh kn...

Ok, da dpt da jwpn!

Aku akan tetap mjadi MUFC, dan dlm masa yg sama aku akan tetap menyokong Cristiano! Bolekn? ngeee~

ZYRA TAMAK!

(perlukah entry ini d post)
*abaikan!*

Thursday, June 11, 2009

#tag version : secret recipe

If you're single,why?
- Because i'm nOt available. lalala~

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
- cOld. hug hug hug! ngee~ xOxO!

Where will you be in an hour?
- Here.

What were you doing at 12 am?
- Online online and online~ try to check result!

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- nOpe!!

Where did you last eat out?
- Warung mamak! Tandoori~ nyam nyam!

Where are you right now?
- gOOdyear cOurt 9, USJ 14.

Are you happy there?
- nOt really. huk3~ missing him!

Last FRIDAY NIGHT,what did you do?

- Just arrived from Beijing.

What is the last reason you cried?
- HIM!

Where is your cell phone?

- Beside me.

Who are you texting?
- HIM!

What was the worst mistake of your life?
- My past. Dear, plzz dont ask bcz its really hurt me.

How did you sleep last night?
- clOsed d eyes. hOping sOmething new!

What/who woke you up today?

- Myself.

Do you secretly like anyone?
- nOpe. EveryOne already knOw that i like him.
I want him, i lurve him! only HIM!


When was the last time someone yelled at you?
- Cant recall.

Anything annoying you right now?
- Bila result na kuar neyhhh?!!

Things you did today?
- online online online, sampai tiada keinginan tuk mam!

Are you excited for winter?
- eyupz!!

Is there something/someone you wanna let go of?
- yupsss.. I have to. sOrry!

Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
- yupss.. Guardian Angel. Its remind me everything 'bOut HIM!

Did you have a good birthday this year?
- dunO yet. hOpefully la. (prOmOte2~ 19June)

Did you get at least eight hours of sleep last night?

- mOre than enOugh! lalala~

Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?

- yes i did. necklace, earing and braclet. =)

Who was the last person to play with your hair?
- me, myself n I.

Do you feel like the world will be a better place one day?
- mayb getting wOrst. GLOBAL WARMING!!

Will this weekend be a good one?

- i hOpe sO.

Last night you felt?
- Sleepy.. zZzzZzzzzz~

Have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

- im sOrry dear.

If you saw the last person you kissed kissing someone else, would you be sad?
- Rilex ar.. Its jz my mOm. lalala~

Who was the last person you were in a car with?
- my brO n my sis-in-law

Besides this, what are you doing right now?

- texting with him.

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
- hard tO say.. wee~

Who will be the first person you call tomorrow?
- HIM.. everyday i want to hear him vOice! =) cOuld i?

Tagged?
- AnyOne yg kepingan tagged!

Monday, June 8, 2009

.Ai D Beijing.

Da lama x update blog kn.

Sila bawak bersabar, kerana ilham tuk mengupdate blom muncul.
Huhhh~

Mana ayat2 bunga yg sllunya aku type kt sini? Da xde ilham laaa.. Da bzaman dok dpn lappy tp idea blom dtg. ngee~ Maaf!

Actually kami sekeluarga pergi bercuti d Beijing, China. ngeee~ Shuke2~

Cuaca d Beijing dianggarkan sekitar 20 hingga 30 degree celcius (Akhir musim bunga & Bmula musim panas )

Tempat yg sempat daku ziarahi antaranya :
  1. Summer Palace
  2. Pusat Jualan Mutiara Air Tawar
  3. Galeri Sutera
  4. Menyaksikan Pertunjukan Akrobatik China
  5. Wang Fu Jing Avenue
  6. Lawatan ke Beijing Zoo Panda
  7. Baigou City
  8. Stadium Antarabangsa Olimpik 2008
  9. Menaiki beca melalui Perkampungan Hutong
  10. Pusat Jualan Jade
  11. Pusat Jualan Kristal
  12. The Great Wall of China
  13. Dataran Tain'an Men
  14. Forbidden City
  15. Kunjungan ke Tea House & Chinese Herbal Medicine Center
*Menginap d Crystal International Hotel

Cuma sempat snap pix hari pertama dgn banyak (berbaju pink).. Kemudian kesihatan terganggu shingga mbuatkn daku tiada mood tuk bgambar. Demam! Kerana rindukan makanan d Malaysia, rindukan suasana d Malaysia, rindukn org d Malaysia, ngee~

Makanan d sana sgt kering! Tidak sedap! Ikan feliks~

Cuaca? Panas + angin yg kuat sejuk tapi sgt kering!

Org? Kencing x basuh! Rindu org d Malaysia!

So, demam... :(

Neyh ada beberapa helai pix yg sempat d snap dsana.. Even keadaan kesihatan yg mhalang aku tuk terus bersuka ria, tetapi gambar tetap gambar.. lalala~











Maaf kerana post kali ini tidak menarik.. Kerana mood tuk update langsung tiada. Ntah kenapa.

Kini berada d rumah my bro, Subang. Mengharap semuanya bakal berubah. Hmmm.